Something Awful

I drag my loathsome carcass everywhere I go

Inside I am Dead because in my head, I KNOW!

Opposites attract and Opposites repel

Oh how it makes my head start to swell

I need not be perfect, I’m not, I believe

Yet every time I hear it, I start to grieve

Expect and demand, but fulfill I will not

You try with your web, but I’ve broke through the knot

Then comes a noose, but again, I’m not hangin’

Against your closed door, your head will be bangin’

Dear husband of mine, you can’t hurt me

Dear husband of mine, Go, Desert me

To you I shall cling to no more

Shut me out, change the lock, close the door

You challenge, compete, and drag down

Think its time to find me a new town

Tell me now, and tell me true

What is it that makes your eyes blue?

Are they swollen up with pain?

Did someone want to cause you shame?

Try to hide, try to hide – can’t find a place

Try to run, try to run – or is it time to face?

The time to love is all done

Fight ‘til the finish…’til the battle is won

The time to submit will be never

Victory is what I endeavor

No blame can be felt, there’s no shame

Look in the mirror for someone to blame

It isn’t my fault and never was

I was born and belong to the cause

Kick me, bad mouth me, and turn on T.V.

I’ll still be skipping merrily and shouting with glee

We don’t get along, and did we ever?

What is the use in staying together?

I don’t love you because you don’t love me

Tweedle dee, Tweedle dee, Tweedle dee dee!

You say, “Me First”, and I call you an “ASS”!

But who was the first one to be crass?

I’ve had it, won’t take it – I’m bored with the thing

Go alone by yourself…you don’t see what I bring.


© Bonita Louise Christensen


About bognetta

Love has been so much more powerful than other people's control. I think it's all love, but sometimes it doesn't feel like love. That is because so many people are defensive, protective, and do not care to trust in that four letter!
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1 Response to Something Awful

  1. mac56 says:

    Your feelings well expressed.
    Love you Sis!


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